This week has been so incredible, the people I've spent time with and seen rule, they are my friends but I just hadn't seen a lot of them in a while. Honestly, Nick, Eric, Mitch, Adam, some old news that's finally caught up to the present moment. They are great guys and it's so nice to hear from them and to see them :)
But Vinceeeeee is taking so much out of me.... sometimes it's just too much. I got out of the relationship so I could stop feeling this way, feeling as if I was holding his hand through all he was doing and I was his support group and therapist. I mean, it's one thing to be there for someone but it's anotherto do just that! A one-way relationship like that could not work.
And weird stuff has been happening with certain people, well not weird but I guess it's just really caught me off guard... i'll wait and see what happens, but man what am I getting into?
I don't want to regret doing things just out of rebound, and I would hate to make someone go through my own rebound... arg this blows. If only boys hated me and they wouldn't get anywhere near me, I wouldn't have to worry about going somewhere I don't want to go.
And last night, actually this morning, was just fucking weird and I still don't know why I did it nor him. I'm just reallllllly confused right now and my boys aren't helping.
Mooooommmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy