I last left on a note of revealing my longtime secret love for Adam, lol.
I'm really really glad I did, because it's confirming the thoughts I've had: that I am over him. I just truly care about him as a friend, and a good one for that!
It's just kinda annoying how his mood changes so much... he reminds me of Kat...sometimes pays attention to you, sometimes not. Like with Kat is comes in spurts... for a few weeks at a time it'll be awesome Kat+MAx time, then a few weeks pass and we barely talk. With Adam it's random amazing MSN convos, then every other time when it takes him 10 mins to respond and he says nothing...
Oh well.
Ahhhh my dearest Vince... it is going so well with us! I'm really really overjoyed at how nice this is. I definitly had huge doubts at the start but now everything just falls into place. Breakthrough moment!! Saturday, as we're lying arm in arm in his bed (he's all sickie, so we were resting :) ) he whispers "I think I'm falling in love with you". Awww and I melt!! And then, a few secs later, he's like "No wait, what am I saying... I love you." It just felt so right!!! :) Made me so darned happy...
Aww and he's super sick like this morning poor thing looked terrible, definitly shoulda stayed home and got better. But he still came to my play, and he brought me awesome gorgeous flowers, I couldn't believe it, I was totally not expecting them!!! Val bought me flowers too, I was way surprised, I'm super happy she came!! Oh and JP and Am came too, it was cool.
Lol so tomorrow night no one'll come see me cos they came tonight :P
Oh! And it was Ben's birthday and I made him a vegan cake last night and he super loved it and I was happy :)
Vinny is a great guy. I'm so happy to have him in my life :)