Wrong. I should write more.
Man am I overwhelmed with things to do now though so it's hard to remember!
Guess what! Today is actually 2 months with Vince... so strange...
Okay, things have been like ultra good with Vince since, err, our Sunday afternoon, spent in his cough room... lol
But seriously there's just a great comfort level that's awesome to have.
Mind you, sure fooling around is great, let's just make sure that that doesn't start to be the only thing that keeps up standing? GOtta balance the physical Vs. emotional factors, right?
It's nice to have someone. It's different, actually being stable. So used to chasing after boys and never getting them...
Okay, big question I've had since Sunday. Do boys just have it in their genes to um want to do certain things? Because last year with Nic I woulda never though about having went further than what we were doing, and now with Vince it's actually the first time he's took any initiative, physically. (Example: to kiss me/make out for the first time, I actually tought he must've not wanted to cos he never tried till I did!). So, do boys have a natural wanting for it?
Cos like sunday was fine for me, he's he one that took it a step MUCH further.
hehe okay I don't want to be a boy that tells all.
Oh, and another concern, which I doubt would happen, that he tells his friends about our "private time". Right, he wouldn'T do that? Cos that would be just weird... I don't even tell my girl-friends about it!
HELP ME I'M TORN! I have till Friday to chose between the St-Laurent camp and Camp de l'amitié. My heart is at CDA, and I *really* and I mean *really* wanna go back. But everyone'S telling me go for the money! And Vince obviously wants me here allsummer (at CDA I leave sundays and come back fridays, St-Laurent I only work days). But now Ben's been accepted in MOntreal so it'd be our last summer, and Adam will probably go to University in Toronto, and who knows else...
But one of my main arguments has been that no one is in town during the summer anyways, so it's no big loss to be gone all the time, and i really don't mind it.
I want to stay outdoors and swim in my lake with my group of 12 to 14 year olds. Not stay inside an air-conditioned complex in a pee-and-chlorine-filled pool with 4 to 12 year olds...