Like what the hell!
Fuck and i think he thinks I'm retarded... he ALWAYS states the obvious, exaclty like my mom always does, and hell I'm a big girl leave me the fuck alone.
Don't do this, watch out for this, I KNOWWWWW.
Look at me, do I look stupid?
I feel a lack of independance... a relationship to me is seeming like a need for lonely insecure people to get attached.
I don't need that, I can stand up all by myself.
I long to just do my own thing and as a bonus have someone, not loose me and be with someone.
Maybe I'm just scared of getting hurt, cos if I get too close I'll be dependant and I'm more likely to get hurt?
But I don't wanna give it my all, because bottom line is I'm still me and I can't lose that.
This was a random blurting of thoughts, at the end of this birthday of mine..
I had a good birthday. I did indeed.
Oh, and I just learnt that next week, I work monday 7-10 tuesday 5-10 wednesday 5-10. Helloooo?? I DO have to go to school and do homework and um sometimes sleep... What the hell? And other people have 1 shift! I'm confuzzled...