Monday, Mar. 08, 2004
murky murky stuff

He's not getting it:

Vinny says:

what dont you want to do friday tho

-|Maxi|- swimming in murky waters À L'envers demain, les blancs sont d'avance de 300 points... says:

plan an evening from start to finish.

Vinny says:

i know

Vinny says:

that ive got a new plan

Vinny says:

but ill keep it to myself

Like I said, we don'tttttt need a plan, let'S just take things as they come!!!!!!!

Anyhoo... Adam was supposed to come see me at work today, he needed to go to the bank or something. BUt he didn't, boo! It's his birthday today, I wanted to wish him a good one, and I made him a card to make up for the one he didn't like yesterday :P Boo, I actually put effort into it! Hope to see him before he leaves for Cancun, we'll see!

I'm really not sure what I'm doing here... I feel like a jerk to both of them. Mind you, I'm still not sure if Adam sees this as something that could be more, and I'm still trying to block out those thoughts. I'm just really not sure if my heart is into me and Vince,I don't think it is. And jsut the fact that I doubt it is a surefire sign, no? Anyhoo... maybe march break'll clear things up, cos Vince has said a few times "Oh, I'm so sorry for the way I've been acting, this this happened..." but like I have no idea how he acts "normally", so nothing seems out of place to me. Maybe things will be better when he straightens out?

Who knows.

Goodnight!

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last five:
- - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
god said to kat - Sunday, Feb. 13, 2005
a glimmer of something - Saturday, Feb. 05, 2005
anyone care to help me with rebound? - Wednesday, Feb. 02, 2005
quiz into me - Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005