Monday, Feb. 23, 2004
it's just weird

My stomache feels weird...

Today was just odd.

Other than the stressful school crap, life has been weird...

It was a good Me+Vince day, I believe so. I guess the concept of letting things grow just beats me. I feel like stuff should be as is from the start. But we'll see what this might become.

Odd thing about today, I had contact with Adam. His diary was unlocked, and I read it. He is an insanely amazing writer. It was really, crazy. I had no idea what Adam had in him, actually, I really have no idea who Adam is. But it was really nice getting another glimpse of him.

Anyhoo, so being the crazy person I am, I sent him an anonymous email saying how it was insane how I felt I had no clue who he actually was... I feel weird.

I don'T know what to think.

He answered with questions and he seemed pretty baffled with this whole thing. oh well, we'll see what happens..

Like, sure, I've been insanely head over heals for him, but there must be a reason I've never actually told him/acted upon it. But that's dying down, and I'm sure I only fell for him because he's such an incredible guy.

Well, I still think he is, but I just don't necessarily feel for him in that way. There is so much more about him that I want to discover. Let's hope friendship is a way.

Oh, and Mehdi had some amazing thoughts about the play that he shared with us today. But fuck, people were assholes and made fun of his "crazy" concepts that were too much for them to believe. I don't understand life. People can be so ignorant sometimes. They can't see past their world and what they know. Their disrespect *really* pissed me off, especially coming from the teacher! She's not smart enough to realise that Mehdi is a genious waiting to explode... So really, it was a weird day.

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last five:
- - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
god said to kat - Sunday, Feb. 13, 2005
a glimmer of something - Saturday, Feb. 05, 2005
anyone care to help me with rebound? - Wednesday, Feb. 02, 2005
quiz into me - Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005