Saturday, Jan. 10, 2004
Tide is High

Ahh, geez I Love Kat! She sent me the sweetest email saying how she was sorry for having been a bitch this week and whatnot, which I totally had not even noticed! K, she went on a cruise at New Year's and hooked up with an American boy, and they seem like they were the perfect-est thing in the world! So she comes back now with horrible heartache and they are both trying to get over each other but he seems to be doing it much easier.

Anyways, I sent her a Jason Mraz song I love, "You and I Both" it'S awesome. Well, turns out it entirely refers to her situation so now she loves it too and plays it over and over!

And lol she decided that since I found her a "theme" song for her situation, she should find me one. Lol she got me the funniest song, in the sense of it's pop-y ness, lol it'S by Atomic Kitten. "The Tide is High".

BUt honestly, if you just take the words, I found a lot of parts refering to what is going on/my situation with Adam.

(especially relevant parts have stars**)

**Every girl wants you to be her man,

But I'll wait right here 'til it's my, turn,**

I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that

oh no, no!

Everytime that i get the feeling

You give me somthing to believe in

And everytime that i got you near me

i know the way that i want it to be

But you know im gonna take my chance now

I'm gonna make it happen somehow

And you know i can take the pressure

**A moment's pain for a lifetimes pleasure** (Adam knows I like him, by the way. He spoke about it with a guy at work, and this guy (Matt) informed me a bit, and how Adam said he wouldn't make a move to start anything because he wouldn't want to ruin what we already have. I'm pissed. lol)

Ahhhhhh, again, I'd like to remind everyone that I have not spoken to him since like the Sunday b4 New year's! Yet I always seem to have something to talk about from our situation...

I went in to see him at work today, he was supposed to be 9 to 1, but he wasn't there... and I overheard my boss telling the manager about the tasks for tonight, and said "Remember Adam's only here till 8, so you'll have to get those things done..." so I guess his shift changed? So I was in once at 1 and then later at like 3 but still no signs...

I've been dying to see him for these past few weeks, I need *some* sort of interaction!!

Dear god someone help me....

Being lovesick hurts :(



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last five:
- - Monday, Mar. 28, 2005
god said to kat - Sunday, Feb. 13, 2005
a glimmer of something - Saturday, Feb. 05, 2005
anyone care to help me with rebound? - Wednesday, Feb. 02, 2005
quiz into me - Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005